"That's not what I meant."
"Then tell me what you meant."
He ran his hands through his hair.
"I've been trying to shut the program down."
I stared at him.
"For how long?"
"Almost a year."
"And you involved our children?"
"I didn't know they were being registered for anything beyond the screening."
I wanted to believe him.
God help me, I wanted to believe him.
But every time I looked at his face, I saw the scar.
The little crescent above his eyebrow.
The reminder of the first secret he'd hidden from me.
"Who is Dr. Ellis?" I demanded.
Nigel lowered his eyes.
"She worked with my father."
"Did she know what happened to me?"
"Yes."
"Did she help cover it up?"
He hesitated.
"Yes."
My knees weakened.
I gripped the back of a chair.
"And you trusted her with our children?"
Nigel looked devastated.
"I thought she'd changed. She told me she wanted to help correct what happened."