"He was born while Megan and I were together."
I closed my eyes.
"Is he your son?"
"No."
I stopped breathing.
Ryan continued.
"Dawson is his biological father."
I looked toward my friend.
He was watching me.
Waiting.
Ryan whispered, "Megan didn't want to lose him."
I felt sick.
"She didn't lose him. She told his father he was dead."
"She thought Dawson would never let her leave with him."
I stared at the phone.
"Then she could have divorced him."
Ryan didn't answer.
I continued.
"She could have told the truth."
Silence.
"But you both wanted to keep your marriages."
His voice cracked.
"Claire—"
"And you wanted a child together without Dawson knowing."
He whispered, "Yes."
When I ended the call, I told Dawson everything.
He listened without interrupting.
Then he stood and walked toward the window.
For a long time, he stared down at the street.
Finally, he whispered, "He let me cry."