Teresa continued.
"He told me he doesn't want to move anymore."
Her eyes filled.
"He asked why his mommy and daddy can't live in the same house."
Dawson covered his face.
For four years, that little boy had been growing up with answers someone else chose for him.
And the man who should have been there had been grieving at a grave.
I called Ryan that afternoon.
This time, I answered before he could leave another message.
"Claire."
He sounded relieved.
"Thank God. Where have you been?"
I stood beside the hotel window.
"At the hospital."
"How's your mother?"
"Getting better."
"Good. Listen, about the plane—"
"Who's Elliot?"
Silence.
I waited.
"Ryan?"
His breathing changed.
"Where did you hear that name?"
I closed my eyes.
"Answer me."
A long pause.
Then he whispered, "Megan told you?"
"No."
He swore under his breath.
I looked toward Dawson, who sat across the room.