Who wrote this wanted a reaction.
Every weird little thing of the last year has fit in, and every little scandal has hurt.
“How could Lily do this to me?”
I grabbed the edge of the comfortable to stay on my feet.
Fifteen years of school comings and goings, fevers, burnt pancakes and parent and teacher meetings. And that's where it all ended.
A cardboard box on my porch on your eighteenth birthday.
I grabbed the edge of the comfortable.
Somewhere in the hall, I could hear Lily laughing again. A cheerful and relaxed laugh, as I always did with Rachel.
I looked at that picture, the man in the suit, and I felt a chill. A fear that I have carried in silence during all these years and that I have never expressed in words.
One day, I'd find out that I was just the guy who signed the papers.
My son was growing up fast.
I heard a knock on the front door. I left the spatula and entered the house, hoping to find a late guest or a delivery man. When I opened the door, the balcony was empty.
I just saw her.
There was only a little white gift box on the carpet. A cream-colored card was nailed under the tape.
I took the card and read it twice.
“The time has come for you to find out that your daughter is hiding something terrible from you.”
The first thing I thought was that some student at his school was playing a joke.
High school dramas, jealousy, that sort of thing. I almost threw it in the trash right there.
I took the card and read it twice.
But my hands wouldn't allow me.
I loaded the box down the hallway, going through the sound of Lily's laughter, and I closed my bedroom door behind me.
I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at it for a whole minute.
“What nonsense,” I muttered, without believing that the note could be serious. “You are a man made and entitled, Paul. Open that box.”
So I did.
“That’s nonsense.”
Inside was a bunch of papers, a picture and a folded note.
The topsheet was a legal document, partially torn on one edge. I could see Lily's signature at the end, with her healing and careful lyrics.
Below was a bank statement. His name. An account I've never seen before. Deposits every two weeks, for almost two years, small at first, then larger.