She sat beside me.
"Stacey?"
I kept my eyes on the soil.
"Nina died."
Avery's face changed.
"Detective Grant told me."
I swallowed.
"She was nineteen."
My voice cracked.
"Just like me."
Avery reached for my hand.
"I know."
I stared at the little plant.
"For years, I wondered what was wrong with me."
I could barely speak.
"My parents said I was too unstable to work. Too confused to make decisions."
Tears filled my eyes.
"And every time I started feeling better, they said I was becoming difficult."
Avery squeezed my hand.
I looked at her.
"What if I wasn't sick the way they said I was?"
She didn't answer immediately.
Then whispered, "Then you deserved help, Stacey. Not a life built around keeping you silent."
I began crying.
Avery wrapped her arms around me.
And for the first time in years, I let myself grieve for the girl I'd been.