I burst into tears.
For 44 years, my daughter had been alive.
For 44 years, she had been waiting for me.
And at that exact moment, I remembered something that frightened me even more.
Last Sunday, while Robert was at the pharmacy, I had noticed a woman standing across the street.
She had been staring at our kitchen window.
I had even smiled at her.
And she had smiled back.
But now I understood why her eyes had been filled with tears.
I had smiled at my own daughter without recognizing her.
Suddenly, I heard the front door open upstairs.
Robert was home.
“Margaret!” he called. “Where are you?”
I quickly closed the notebook.
But when I turned toward the basement door, my husband was already standing there.
In his hand was the same little brown bottle.
He looked at the notebook.
Then at me.
And in an eerily calm voice, he said: