The kitchen suddenly went silent.
When I walked in, Emily was sitting at the table, and John was standing beside her.
There was nothing on the table.
“We were just playing,” my husband said.
But my daughter’s eyes were filled with tears.
That night, after John had fallen asleep, I sat beside Emily’s bed.
“Sweetheart, you can tell me anything. Is John making you do something you don’t want to do?”
Emily remained silent for a long time.
Then she whispered:
“When you’re not home, he takes me to the downstairs room. He says I have to move my hands the right way. When I make a mistake, we have to start again.”
My throat tightened.
“Then why haven’t you told me?”
My daughter lowered her head.
“Because John said that if Mommy finds out, everything will be ruined. He also said it’s our secret.”