Col unblocked me in the November. We are not right and we may not get right. His position has moved from that house was meant to stay in the family to you should have talked to us about it, which is not an apology but is a different sentence.
Yvonne has not. Fourteen months. She sends the grandchildren's photographs through Lorraine.
And I have had to accept something about my four, which is that I taught them.
I did everything for thirty years and I asked for nothing, ever, and then at sixty-nine I asked for one thing and they were astonished.
They were not astonished because they are monsters. They were astonished because in forty years I had never once given them a reason to expect it.
And Yvonne, who is forty-six and who has not unblocked me, and who I am not going to pretend about.
She is the one I did the most for. That is not a coincidence and I did not work it out until this year.
