The next morning, we went to the grocery store. It was a mundane task, but I watched her closely. She reached for the generic cereal, the one she always picked because it was the cheapest option. I gently took it from her hand and placed the box she actually liked—the one with the colorful cartoon—into the cart. She looked at me, startled, as if she were waiting for me to complain about the price. I just smiled and kept walking, holding her hand firmly.
That small act of defiance against her own anxiety felt like the start of something new. It was a quiet rebellion against the idea that she had to earn her place in the world. I saw her shoulders drop, just an inch, as she realized she didn’t have to be a bargain. She didn’t have to be a model of efficiency. She was allowed to just be, and that was enough. The weight of the summer, and the weight of my own choices, finally began to lift between us.