Ethan stiffened.
Lena continued.
“He is married.”
No excuses.
“What I did with him was wrong.”
“We were lonely.”
“We drank.”
“Those are facts.”
“They are not permission.”
I swallowed.
The woman I had reduced in my mind to the first affair had refused to reduce herself that way.
She said:
“I did not tell Ryan about you because I wanted one decision in my life that wasn't being negotiated with a married man.”
Fair.
Then:
“That was unfair to him as your father.”
“Later, when I became sick, I told him.”
“He cried.”
“He asked to meet you.”
“I let him.”
“He loved you quickly.”
My eyes filled.
Then Lena's face changed.
“Ryan also asked whether I would invest some of your future money in his company.”
Ethan swore under his breath.
I touched his arm.
Lena continued.
“I said no.”
“I don't think he asked because he doesn't love you.”