Then Mom grew quiet.
"Claire, there's something I need to tell you."
My stomach tightened.
"What?"
She looked toward the door.
"Ryan came to see me yesterday."
I went still.
"What did he want?"
Her expression changed.
"He said you were having a difficult time emotionally."
I stared at her.
"Of course I am."
"He said you weren't sleeping. That you were becoming confused."
My hands began shaking.
"Mom..."
She took my hand.
"Then he asked me to sign a statement."
My heart pounded.
"What statement?"
"He said it would help him make arrangements for Lucy and Sam while you recovered."
I stopped breathing.
"Did you sign it?"
Mom shook her head.
"Absolutely not."
Relief washed through me.
Then she continued.
"But he seemed very upset when I refused."
I stared at the wall.
Ryan hadn't merely been trying to protect his affair.
He'd been preparing to describe me as an unstable mother.