She intended to return once she was safe.
Then she saw Zane again.
He was still at the hospital.
His wife—
me—
had lost a child and did not know it yet.
The next part of Zane's letter was harder.
I was out of my mind with grief.
I had just signed paperwork for the disposition of our baby's remains.
Claire was still unconscious.
Rebecca was terrified.
The social worker, Helen Ward, knew I had been helping Daniel search.
Rebecca asked me whether Claire had wanted a baby.
I said more than anything in the world.
My hands went numb.
Then:
Rebecca said, “Then let her have mine.”
I stared.
Catherine whispered:
“She chose you.”
I shook my head.
“No.”
Not because I rejected Rebecca's decision.
Because the words were too large.
Rebecca had been nineteen.
Frightened.
Alone.
Running from a man who controlled her.
That was not a simple adoption choice.