It didn’t.
We lived in a cramped two-bedroom apartment on Columbus’s east side, the kind of building where the walls were so thin you could hear every argument from the neighbors, where sirens wailed past our windows most nights, where the hallway always smelled like cooking grease and old carpet. But it was ours. It was home.
When Deacon was six months old and I couldn’t stretch Jimmy’s paychecks any further because too much of the money went to the bar instead of our bills, I got a job at Morrison Textile Factory. Second shift, four to midnight, five days a week. Jimmy promised he’d watch the baby. He promised he’d be responsible.
Most nights I came home to find Deacon screaming in his crib, diaper heavy and soaked through, bottle empty for hours, Jimmy passed out drunk on the couch with the television blaring static because the station had gone off the air.
