I want to come back to the suit at the end, because the suit is the entire story and it was chosen that morning, on purpose, in front of a closet, in about four minutes.
I sat on the bench in the corridor and did not talk to anybody.
There were about twenty people out there. Two other families waiting on other matters. A young man in a suit with a rolling case. A court officer by the double doors. An older woman with a walker who had said good morning to me and asked whether I was in the right place.
My parents came in at ten to nine with their attorney, and my father was already talking as he came through the doors.
She doesn't deserve a dollar, he said, at a volume that reached the far end of that corridor. She's caused problems her entire life.
My mother saw me on the bench and did the thing with her eyes she has been doing since I was nine.