My husband left his medication at home, so I stopped by his office to bring it to him. But when I asked the receptionist to call him downstairs, she said, "Ma'am, your husband has been on leave for the past week."

The treatment is doing what they want it to do.

That is as much as I am going to put down, and it is as much as anybody in that building will say at this stage.

I asked Dr Aduba for better than that about four times in the first fortnight. She would not give it to me and she was right not to.

Asking for better than that is exactly what I do. It is the same impulse as the rota and the four people and the phone calls to the ward.

Oriana still comes to the Wexley.

She does the second Thursday of every month.

That was Emeric's idea, and he put it to the two of us separately, four days apart, which is the most Emeric thing that has ever happened.

She and I are not fixed.

I want to be completely clear about that, because eleven weeks is eleven weeks and four years and two months is four years and two months.