Before leaving, he stopped.
“I know I failed him.”
I said nothing.
“And I failed you.”
His voice shook.
“I am sorry.”Electronic Components
The door closed behind him.
I stood alone in my kitchen.
The copper ring on my finger.
The gold ring on the counter.
Thomas’s letter in front of me.
Then I cried.
Not politely.
Not the quiet tears of an old woman who has learned how grief behaves.
I cried like I was eighteen again.
Like I had just been handed the official letter.
Like Thomas had died that morning instead of fifty-five years earlier.
Three hours later, my sister Carol arrived with Danny and Peter.
They brought dinner.
Cake.
Too many candles.
Danny had already started making jokes before he reached the kitchen.
Then Carol saw my face.
“Margaret.”
I tried to hide the letter.
Too late.
“What happened?”
I told them.
All of it.