I stared at her in disbelief.
“Then why didn’t you stand up to him?”
My mother lowered her head.
“At first, I didn’t want to. Then I got used to keeping quiet. But that wasn’t right, sweetheart. I loved him, but sometimes it hurt terribly that I couldn’t even choose my own clothes.”
For the first time, I wasn’t looking at a woman who had spent her life obeying my father’s strict rules.
I was looking at a mother who had carried the pain of losing her child for forty-seven years.
I took her hands and kissed the old scars.
“Mom, you saved my life. And I never even knew.”
She wrapped her arms around me.
We cried together for a long time.
The next day, my mother asked me to bring her the white short-sleeved blouse again.
This time, she put it on by herself.