I refused to accept it.
In my mind, she had been manipulated. Taken. Turned against us.
After that night, Liam changed.
He stopped laughing. He locked his bedroom door whenever he was inside. If I knocked, he answered through the wood.
“Please, Mom. Just don’t come in.”
I thought it was grief.
So I respected it.
Around Christmas, John tried to say what I refused to hear.
“Camila, she was eighteen.”
I looked up from Livia’s empty stocking. “Don’t.”
“Maybe she left.”
“She would never do that to me.”
John looked exhausted.
“Maybe that sentence is part of the problem.”
By August, Liam left for college.
At his car, I tried to hug him.
He let me, but barely.
“Don’t disappear on me too,” I whispered.
His eyes filled. “I’m trying not to.”
A month later, I smelled smoke coming from under his bedroom door.
