Not catastrophe tight.
We had a roof. Tyler had food, school supplies, clothes, and soccer shoes.
For the last year, money had been tight.
But there were months when everything seemed to arrive at once.
Car insurance.
A dentist bill.
A broken washing machine.
School pictures that somehow cost the same as minor surgery.
So I adjusted… Quietly.
I bought Tyler the yogurt he liked and got myself the cheaper kind.
So I adjusted… Quietly.
If there were three good pieces of chicken, he got two.
I finished leftovers because wasting food annoyed me anyway.
And yes, sometimes on Friday nights, I gave Tyler the bigger bowl of ice cream and told him I wasn’t really in the mood for any.
If there were three good pieces of chicken, he got two.
I thought that was what good mothers did.
You made the math invisible.
You made dinner look normal.