I went to the hospital to surprise my husband with lunch after another week

Eight weeks of that.

And in the February he went to the volunteer office and asked for an application form, and the woman who runs it — who is called Pauline and who is seventy — knew exactly who he was and gave him one.

And since then: Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays, tea and biscuits and a trolley.

And about four hundred people in that building have seen him in that polo shirt, and not one of them said anything to me, because every one of them assumed I knew.

Which is the thing I keep coming back to.

Nobody kept a secret from me. There was no conspiracy and nobody was protecting him.

Four hundred people simply assumed that a man's wife would know what he had been doing for eleven months.

And the March of 2025, which is the one I would take back if I were allowed one.

There was a woman at the school gate called Bea whose husband is an anaesthetist at St Jerome's.

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