Day after day, I realized I couldn't allow her to be put in a foster home.
Two months later, I signed the adoption papers.
That first year almost destroyed me.
“That’s not a bad thing.”
From the moment he came into my life, he became my whole world.
Lily cried almost every night for a mother she couldn't bring back to.
He walked back and forth down the hallway at 3 a.m. with a small child on his shoulder and a shift starting at 6 a.m.
I worked long hours, with the help of the family to take care of the children.
But little by little, quietly, things got better and she became the reason I came home.
It became my whole world.
Fifteen years passed as a sigh.
At the time, he was standing on a stool in the dining room, hanging streamers while a barbecue smoked in the backyard. Lily was 18 years old.