I cried in my husband’s arms at the airport as he boarded what he claimed was a two-year work assignment in Zurich.

I sank back on my heels.

“That won’t work,” I said, though I wasn’t sure.

“Maybe not. But it could delay things. Freeze things. Pressure you.”

I thought of Lucas in first class, perhaps sipping wine, perhaps texting me some tender message from thirty thousand feet.

I thought of him taking that folder from the safe with hands that had once held mine in hospital waiting rooms and hotel balconies and quiet kitchens.

A strange grief rose in me then, different from rage.

It was not grief for losing him.

It was grief for realizing I had not known the person who lived beside me.

“Anne?” Grace said.

“I’m here.”

“You need a lawyer before you touch the money.”

I laughed under my breath. “That sounds suspiciously sensible for a stranger who just admitted to watching my house.”

“I know how this sounds.”

“No, I’m not sure you do.”

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