I took a weekend trip to Santa Fe in late April.
Just me.
No agenda.
No phone calls to manage anyone else’s emotions.
I sat in a cafe watching the sunset over the desert and felt something I barely recognized.
Peace.
In early April, my father asked to meet me at a coffee shop in downtown Denver.
Neutral territory.
I agreed, mostly out of curiosity. In thirty-four years, he had never once asked to see me alone.
He was already there when I arrived, sitting in a corner booth with a cup of coffee he was not drinking. He looked older than I remembered. More gray in his hair. More lines around his eyes.
“Myra,” he said, standing when he saw me.
Then he seemed unsure whether to hug me.
“Thank you for coming.”
I slid into the booth across from him.
“You said you wanted to talk.”
“I did.”