"Where are you going?"
"Mom's."
"With Luke and Miles?"
"Yes."
His face changed.
"For how long?"
"I don't know."
"With Luke and Miles?"
"Hope, you can't just walk out."
"I asked you to help me stay."
He stared at me.
I didn't wait for another argument.
I got in the car.
"Hope, you can't just walk out."
***
At Mom's, Luke fell asleep against her chest while Miles kicked beside me on the couch.
My phone rang.
"Bring them home," Derek said.
"No."
"I'm their father."
"Then start acting like one."
"Bring them home."
He went silent.
Then his voice sharpened.
"Do you know what this makes me look like?"
There it was.
Not "Are you okay?"
Not "Is your arm worse?"
"Do you know what this makes me look like?"