I surprised myself by waving back.
Six months later, I invited her to the nursery.
She brought no casserole.
Progress.
She looked at me for a long time.
Then said:
“I prayed outside your door.”
“I know.”
“I thought you were dead.”
“I know.”
She began crying.
“I said your name.”
Something in my chest loosened.
For eight years, my own family worked to erase my name from rooms.
A stranger had stood outside my bedroom and spoken it in prayer.
Misguided.
Based on a lie.
Still strangely tender.
I said:
“You didn't do anything wrong.”
She looked toward the trees.
“I bought candles for you.”
“I've had worse memorials.”
She laughed through tears.
Then:
“The dogwood plaque.”
“Yes.”
“What are you doing with it?”
I smiled.
“I changed it.”
The church had replaced the stone.
Same tree.
New inscription.
No death dates.
It read:
STACEY'S DOGWOOD
GREEN UNDER THE BARK