I did not yet know whether he regretted doing it or losing control of the result.
Maybe both.
Then Mom whispered:
“Do you still love us?”
I stared.
The question was so unfair that I almost admired it.
Ruth started to speak.
I touched her arm.
My answer.
“Yes.”
Mom began crying harder.
I continued.
“And I don't trust you.”
Her face went still.
“Both are true.”
That was the last private conversation I had with my parents before sentencing.
I did not promise visits.
Did not promise forgiveness.
Did not promise permanent estrangement either.
For the first time, I left the future undecided.
Mine.
CHAPTER 7 — AVERY SHOWED ME THE DOGWOOD SHE BOUGHT FOR MY MEMORIAL, AND I FOUND MY OWN NAME CARVED INTO A STONE BENEATH IT
The church called me.
I almost hung up.
Then the woman said:
“I'm calling about the memorial garden.”
My stomach turned.
Avery had already warned them I was alive.