I recognized Ruth's handwriting immediately.
*My beautiful girl,*
*If you're reading this, you've finally learned that your parents told people you were dead.*
I covered my mouth.
*I wanted to tell you everything while I was alive.*
*But I was afraid the truth would frighten you back into the silence you worked so hard to escape.*
I sat on Ruth's bed.
And began to cry.
***
Ruth's letter explained that she first became suspicious after my hospitalization.
My father told her I was recovering from a nervous breakdown.
He insisted I needed quiet.
No visitors.
No telephone calls.
No contact with anyone who might upset me.
At first, she believed him.
Then she saw the memorial program.
Someone had left it at church.
It contained my photograph.
My name.
And a request for donations in my memory.
Ruth went straight to my parents' house.
Mitch refused to let her inside.
He told her she'd misunderstood.