I read the message twice. My first instinct was to reply right away and say, “I’m fine. Just at home resting.” But then I looked up at the snowy rooftops, heard laughter from a nearby cafe, and thought, “No, not this time.” So instead, I took a picture of the city square glowing in the early light and sent it with the message, “Merry Christmas from Vienna, having a wonderful time.” Within seconds, the typing bubbles appeared, then stopped. I smiled to myself and put the phone away.
Later that day, our group visited a Christmas market in Salzburg. The stalls were filled with handmade ornaments, candles, and warm pastries. I bought a little wooden angel to hang on my tree next year, a small reminder of the Christmas that changed everything. David found me at one of the stalls and held out two steaming mugs of cocoa. “You looked like you needed this,” he said with a grin. We sat together on a bench, talking for hours while snow fell around us. When evening came, the group gathered in the town square to watch the Christmas choir perform. Candles flickered in every hand as people sang “Silent Night.” David stood beside me, his hand brushing lightly against mine. For a moment, I felt something stir in my heart, something I hadn’t felt since Paul died. It wasn’t just affection; it was the quiet peace that comes from being truly seen.
