Then I found the note.
It was short.
Cold.
Cruel.
If you don’t want these photos online…
if you don’t want your children, relatives, and neighbors to see them…
send the money to this account.
Below the message was a card number.
I sat there frozen, staring at the paper.
I could not breathe.
I could not cry.
I could only hear one thought repeating in my head:
It was never real.
The conversation.
The tenderness.
The way he looked into my eyes.
The way he listened.
The way he made me feel young, seen, and wanted again.
All of it had been planned.
He had not chosen me because I was special.
He had chosen me because I was lonely.
Because I was older.
Because I was ashamed of wanting affection.
Because he knew I would be afraid.
And the worst part was that he was right.
