I went into the bathroom and locked the door.
For a long time, I observed my reflection.
That
It was the first night I asked myself:
Maybe Robert's not the problem. Maybe I'm just not that woman anymore.
Schedule and calendars
A few weeks later, I tried again.
I made a romantic dinner.
Candles.
He came.
I approached him, kissed him and tried to remind him of those years when he couldn’t even cross paths with me in the kitchen without drawing me to him.
Robert just kissed me on the forehead.
I'm tired, honey. Tomorrow.
But that “tomorrow” never came.
Then another one happened tomorrow.
Sleep Disorders
And another.
Finally, I stopped trying.
And the worst part was that I started to hate myself.
When I changed my clothes, I stopped looking in the mirror.
I started to think that part of my life as a woman was just over.