“I wanted him,” I told Daniel. “I searched for him. You should have given me the chance to tell you the truth.”
Daniel lowered his head. “You’re right. I should have come back.”
Then I turned to Fabian and placed the bootie in his hand.
“You were never a mistake,” I told him. “Not for one minute.”
Fabian moved closer to my bed and gently put his arms around me. I held the son I had last held as a newborn, although I knew we could not recover the years we had lost.
“You don’t have to call me anything special,” I whispered. “I don’t expect you to feel the way I do right away. Could we simply stay in touch?”
“Yes,” he replied softly. “We can start there.”
Daniel asked whether I could ever forgive him. I told him I did not know yet, but I was willing to listen to his story.