“I know more than you think.”
***
Three days later, I stood at his funeral wearing the black dress he used to say made me look too serious. My hands kept reaching for things that were gone: his water glass, his blanket, and his hand.
Near the casket, Adam whispered, “Did Mr. Kent call you yet?”
“The reading is tomorrow,” Madison said.
“We need the estate settled fast.”
“Before she tries to lock down the house?”
“Exactly.”
“Did Mr. Kent call you yet?”
I turned. “Can we please focus on your father today?”
Adam’s face hardened. “We are.”
Madison adjusted her bracelet. “We’re securing his legacy.”
I almost laughed.
Walter’s legacy wasn’t a bank account. It was the watch on my wrist and the dent in his recliner.
But I didn’t say that. Not yet.
“We’re securing his legacy.”
At the reception, I stood with cold coffee in my hand as Madison talked to Walter’s cousin, Sally.
“The flowers are beautiful,” Sally said.
“Dad liked simple flowers,” Madison replied. Then she glanced at me. “Though Gwen probably picked the cheapest ones.”
Sally frowned. “That’s not fair, Madison.”
Madison laughed under her breath. “Oh, please. She played nurse for a payout. The whole family knows that.”
“That’s not fair, Madison.”
My whole body went still.
Sally lowered her voice. “Madison.”
But Madison kept going.
“She played nurse for 16 years. I hope it was worth it.”
Something inside me changed.
“She played nurse for 16 years.”
For 16 years, I had swallowed my words to protect Walter’s peace.
Walter was gone.
And I was done shrinking for people who had never tried to see me.
I walked over.
“Did you really just say that?”
Madison lifted her chin. “Say what?”
“Did you really just say that?”
Adam joined her with a plate in his hand. “What’s going on?”
“Nothing,” Madison said. “Gwen is just upset because the reckoning is coming tomorrow.”
I looked at them both. “You think the last year was a performance?”
Adam’s jaw tightened. “I think you knew what you were doing when you married an older man with money.”
“He asked for you,” I said.
“You think the last year was a performance?”
Madison crossed her arms. “You don’t get to shame us because you wanted to play saint.”
I looked at her.
“Madison, I hope one day you never have to prove love by changing someone’s sheets at three in the morning.”
Sally went silent.
Adam stepped closer. “Don’t guilt-trip us.”
“I’m not,” I said. “I’m telling you the truth.”
Sally went silent.
“You knew what you were signing up for,” he snapped.
“No,” I said. “I knew who I loved.”
For once, neither of them had a quick reply.
***
The next morning, I went to Mr. Kent’s office.
Adam, Madison, Walter’s accountant, and Sally were already there.
Madison glanced at me. “I hope you planned ahead, Gwen.”
“I knew who I loved.”
“I did.”
Adam gave a dry laugh. “Good. Because Dad’s real legacy belongs to his actual family.”
Mr. Kent began reading.
Walter left his estate to Adam and Madison.
The properties. The business interests. The investments. The trusts.
Everything they expected.
Walter left his estate to Adam and Madison.
Adam exhaled like he had been holding his breath for 16 years. Madison’s shoulders relaxed.
Then Mr. Kent closed the folder.
“There is one more matter.”
Madison paused with her purse already in her hand. “What matter?”
Mr. Kent opened his desk drawer and took out a thick sealed envelope.
“Walter asked me to give this to Gwen only after the primary will was read.”
“There is one more matter.”
Adam’s smile faded. “What is it?”
Mr. Kent handed it to me.
My name was written across the front in Walter’s uneven handwriting.
Gwen.
Just Gwen.
Madison leaned forward. “Is it another property?”
“What is it?”
“No,” Mr. Kent said.
Adam’s face hardened. “If she manipulated him at the end, we’ll contest it.”
“I did no such thing,” I said.
Mr. Kent looked at Adam over his glasses.
“This isn’t an inheritance. It’s a legal directive regarding a separate account Walter funded before his death.”
Adam slapped the arm of his chair.
“So she’s still getting paid.”