That was the last normal conversation I ever had with my daughter.
A few hours later, my phone rang while I sat in a conference room pretending to listen to quarterly projections.
The second I heard Miss Greenwood’s voice, my entire body went cold.
“Mrs. Carter,” she said breathlessly, “Ava became very sick during class. The ambulance already took her to the hospital.”
I didn’t even wait for her to finish.
I grabbed my purse and ran.
Mark met me outside the emergency entrance looking pale and frantic.
“She’s gonna be okay,” he kept repeating.
I believed him because I had no choice.
Forty minutes later, the doctor walked toward us with the expression that destroys lives.
“I’m very sorry,” he said gently. “She suffered a severe allergic reaction. We did everything we could.”
The rest disappeared into static.
“She didn’t make it.”
I stared at him blankly because nothing made sense.
Ava had been perfectly fine that morning.
The days afterward barely felt real.
People crowded our house with casseroles, flowers, and whispered condolences while I drifted through rooms like a ghost.
My sister Jenna stayed with me because she was afraid I’d stop functioning entirely.
She wasn’t wrong.
Meanwhile, Mark handled everything.
The funeral home.
The church.
The paperwork.
Every time someone asked me a question, my husband answered for me.
At the time, I thought he was protecting me.
Now I know he was protecting himself.
Five days after the funeral, I sat alone in the living room wearing the same oversized sweatshirt I’d slept in for two nights straight.
The silence inside the house felt unbearable without Ava’s laughter echoing through it.
